This is exactly why most people loss in trading, a 108k - 109K Stop loss would have been handy, in furures, don't ever trust the market especially with futures, we all been there, trading with no stoploss, believing the market will eventally go in the trade's diriction, sometimes, you feed the trade with more money, thinking you're avoiding liquidation and giving it more room, but you end up burining more and more money.

One of the things I learned from trading, is never try to force a win, this forces your mind to enter a win all or loss all state(subconsciously).