I have seen how many people lose large sums of money in futures, and that makes me feel even more insecure. I operate with a small investment, fearing that I am not fully understanding what I am doing or that I am not learning anything useful. Sometimes it seems like I am just watching numbers go up and down with no clear meaning. It scares me to think that a mistake could cost me what little I have. However, I am still here because I want to understand, learn, and one day trade with more confidence and knowledge. For now, I just try not to get lost in the noise of the market.