There must be something hateful about a pitiful person! But you are still young and deceived, I hope you live well; this is the price you must pay for everything you did before. The consequences are all caused by yourself and need to be borne by you; do not delude yourself into thinking you can shift them onto others! An adult should behave like an adult, and this little money is not worth doing foolish things! I hope you are self-aware!