Not many people can understand what @cz_binance said!

That kind of unforgettable experience will leave an indelible mark in your heart!

Hardship is the experience of the present moment.
Fear is the fear of the unknown.

You don’t know what you will face next, whether tomorrow will be a continuation of today, or a turning point that will completely change your destiny; you don’t know how they will treat you, whether it will be a light-hearted treatment or endless scrutiny and questioning.

These unknowns are the most difficult to endure. They are like an invisible hand that strangles your throat and makes it difficult for you to breathe.

You will feel that you have completely lost control, and the world you built collapses overnight. It is a kind of discomfort that goes deep into your bones, even to the point of trembling.

The only thing you can do is to keep telling yourself: you are still there.

Your beliefs, your choices, and the path you have taken cannot be in vain. You must grit your teeth and keep reminding yourself

——The storm will eventually pass, you can't fall here.

Even if you are accompanied only by darkness and loneliness, you must rely on your willpower to support yourself.

Therefore, at any time and under any difficulties, firm belief is the first principle that can truly help you get out of this situation.

When I was in there, I read a lot of books, but the one that impressed me the most had nothing to do with philosophy, but was Haruki Murakami's novels.

What I remember very clearly is that during the loneliest period, I would start at six o'clock every evening, lying on the cement floor with my own quilt, my feet curled up under the bed, and my books spread out on the bed. Once I started, I would maintain this posture for four hours. During these four hours, under the dim light, I became the outsider in the entire cell, and I integrated into Murakami's lonely world.

The dark force representative Wataya Noboru almost defeated Okada Toru, but then he suddenly realized: I may be defeated, I may lose myself, I may not be able to reach anywhere, I may have lost everything, no matter how hard I struggle, I can only sigh in vain, maybe I am just scooping up a handful of ruins and ashes in vain, and I am the only one who is kept in the dark, maybe no one here is betting on me. "It doesn't matter." I said to someone there in a slight but decisive voice, "One thing is clear: at least I have something worth waiting for and worth seeking. At that time, I seemed to hear the voice from my heart. Yes, even if I am imprisoned, at least I have something worth waiting for and worth seeking.

(1Q84) This magical realism revolves around religion, and I deeply remember a sentence: If you love someone from the bottom of your heart, your life will be saved.

I should be the representative who found love and hope from the bottom of my heart and in books. Thanks to @cz_binance for this text which brought me back to that period of time. When I recall it now, it still feels a little sweet!

I wrote some records in the past few years. If you are interested, you can also look through them for fun:


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