Why is the market punishing you? Because you enter before it, and exit before it!
You enter before confirmation, exit before the target.
You enter on a chart you don't understand, and wait for a result that won't come.
You hear a recommendation and enter... without a plan, or SL, or even common sense!
The market is not a place for randomness... the market is like an ocean; those who dive without oxygen will drown.
Take a breath, understand, and then decide. Not the other way around.