Trading is actually a struggle with oneself 👍 This is a virtual matter

In recent years, the US-China trade war has been certain. I really want to engage in foreign trade because this matter benefits the country and the people. To put it in a more exaggerated way, it can be said that I am doing something for the country, able to sell domestic products that have been stagnated due to the trade war, and help manufacturers who have been affected to sell their products, supporting more people and providing more job opportunities. This is very fulfilling 🥲🥲. Moreover, for so many years, I have always wanted to stand at the forefront of the times, to be a trendsetter of the era; this matter can be said to have infinite temptation for me 🥲. To put it more mundanely, this matter can be very large and very profitable. For every 10% increase in tariffs in the US-China trade war, the lost trade share amounts to trillions. It’s like I often say, taking a small piece from a big cake instead of fighting crazily for a small piece from a little cake. A cake worth tens of trillions; my ability is insufficient, my strength is not strong, but if I can take one ten-thousandth from this cake, I think I can get it, and that's quite a bit of money. However, I feel that my trading level has reached a point where I can achieve great results and accomplish something huge. After so many years of lonely focus, I really want to achieve an immense result. If I now divert my attention to develop a second career, will I end up unable to handle both? This is really a question I have been contemplating, unsolvable, unknown, emo 🙂.