All my belongings are on the line. I should have exploded by now. At 12.2, I closed half of my position and lost a lot of money, then moved the liquidation to around 8.x. The big drop didn't trigger the liquidation, and then during the rebound at 11.2, I went all in with the remaining U from the stop loss. Now I'm numb, completely numb. I feel sorry for my family. I'm going to lose all my money. What should I do? It's really hard to bear, I'm just waiting to die 😮‍💨 I really should just die.