Classic, I have blown up! I started working with 3k, and after more than a year, I haven't saved much. Most of it went into cryptocurrencies. I wanted to earn more through contracts, but my skills weren't enough, and my luck was too bad; I kept losing. Watching my balance gradually decrease made me anxious, and I couldn't sleep well every night. During that time, I thought, I'm done, can you please just return my principal? At that time, I already felt that I would definitely blow up. Until the last order, I seized the opportunity to take a gamble; my hands were shaking. Looking at the unrealized profits made me uneasy because the principal was already too little, hardly enough to gain anything, feeling like a drop in the bucket, just delaying my blow-up. I held on until the market reversed and started to show losses. I had the chance to cut my losses, but I didn't. I watched it slowly approach my liquidation line, feeling very complex emotions, thinking there was still a glimmer of hope for a comeback, yet also considering that even if I won this time, it wouldn't end my anxiety, and what awaited me might only be more anxiety. When it truly broke through my liquidation line, I surprisingly felt calm, unprecedentedly relaxed; I even called a friend to play a thrilling game of basketball. After playing, I laughed and returned to my dorm, took a hot shower, and fell asleep early. That night, I slept very soundly, and I hadn't slept so well in a long time. When I calmed down to review my actions, I realized I was indeed too impulsive, trading dozens of times a day, each time a high-risk operation. That's one aspect; the second is that I deeply understood the market's treachery this time. Although I always knew it, only through personal experience can one truly appreciate it. The unscrupulousness of capital, such as a true piece of news causing a big drop, a fake piece of news causing a big rise, and a fake piece of news being confirmed resulting in another big drop. News is also completely controlled, and technical analysis isn't very useful in such times. The risk is very high when dealing with short-term contracts and a small principal. This blow-up, to be honest, felt like a good life experience for me. Although I lost tens of thousands, I truly don't feel regretful. Isn't life meant to experience its ups and downs? After this, I won't play contracts anymore, but I still believe in BTC. I will invest in BTC spot purchases regularly from now on; the bull market is my future! Without going through wind and rain, how can one see the rainbow!