You are so serious that I thought I encountered true love

Can't go back, the gap is too deep. I can never forget that time, when I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, and completely lost my sanity towards myself and life. What I owe you, I have already paid. If one day you remember your debt to me, please don't look back, don't blame yourself, no need to repay, I don't need it, and you can't afford it either. After suffering comes happiness, no one is that naive person from the beginning.