Your problem is actually a typical psychological trap in trading: the mindset of recovering losses + high leverage impulse. Many people have this mindset, but if not controlled, it will ultimately lead to greater losses, even financial ruin. Essentially, you are not trading in the market; you are trading your own psychological expectations, and the market is just your gambling table. You should avoid thinking about using higher leverage to recover losses after each loss; the market is not a casino. Real profit comes from position management + trading discipline, not from winning back with a few bets.