I am from a small city with a small family. In April 2021, the SHIB token became popular online, and out of curiosity, I entered the crypto world. My dream started, and I made a few tens of thousands of RMB, feeling like making money in crypto was easy. At that time, I had debts of several tens of thousands and a mortgage. I felt I could pay it off quickly. It felt like an opportunity to change my life. I was floating on air, thinking everything was a zoo, and everything I bought would earn me money. However, in May, the market crashed, and on May 19th, I couldn't hold on to my investments; after all, I was a newcomer in the crypto space, and I suffered various losses. I lost all the profits I made and started losing my principal. I joined groups seeking recommendations, and then I got into the second-tier tokens. At that time, I bought Baby Doge on the Binance Smart Chain, and in just a month, I directly made hundreds of thousands without selling. But as you might guess, all the profits disappeared, and I ended up losing my principal. I started using credit cards and loans, continuously investing in tokens, borrowing to pay off debts, until this year when I couldn't bear it any longer. It was the last straw that broke the camel's back. There were ups and downs in between; I had chances to break even with BRC20 and other tokens, but every time I earned a little in the crypto world, I invested it elsewhere, resulting in increasing losses. By August this year, I couldn't hold on anymore. I calculated that I had taken out 40 loans and had 35 credit cards and online loans, totaling 75 debts. This amount made me feel despair at that moment. Over the years, my salary from work was almost 100,000, all of which was gone. August marked the beginning of my confusion; I even thought about giving up. My family situation is average, and I simply can't afford such a number. I can only regret not thinking it through, saying too much is useless. Now I confess, my family feels helpless, and there’s nothing they can do. Looking back, that 750,000 figure is something many families can't come up with. I ended up investing it all in crypto. I can only say I wanted to change my life, and now reality has indeed changed it. My family has sold everything they can, but it’s still not enough to pay off half of the debt. Unfortunately, my house isn’t worth much either; it's already listed with an agent. If I can get 60,000 to 70,000 from the mortgage, I would be grateful. The divorce agreement has also been drafted; I plan to get the divorce certificate in early September, giving custody of the child to my ex-wife, and hopefully selling the house in September. All the money would go to her as a meager compensation from me. To be honest, my mind is very chaotic, and I don't even know how to express it. There are probably very few who understand, and many may criticize me for sharing this. Am I not foolish? I can only say I brought this on myself. I hope someone sees this and gets a warning; in three years, my life has fallen apart. I can only say I overthought it. I don't want anything else; once I finish dealing with this, I will have no more worries. Goodbye.